but thank God i am not. i am really stupid, i managed to flip a cavalier. how, you ask. well let me just say alchohol was involved. luckilly i got away from the accident with merely a 5 hour hospital visit, a cut on my head, a cut on my hand and some nasty road rash. my friends all got out of the situation alive aswell. they took me in the ambulance because when they went to cuff me i passed out. my friend julio wanted to go to the hospital, so they took him, but to a different one, i havent seen him yet, but i talked to him on the phone. and my friend mandy, well she called her roomate to pick her up, and they ended up going to the same hospital as i went to. she was in the space next to me, and i talked to her alot, and kept apologizing for being so stupid.

all in all, my life is probabally changed and i will never be th same again, mentally that is. physical wounds will heal, but the traumatic experience of drunk driving and almost killing yourself and some close friends will never heal. those wounds will be there forever.

i just want to thank whatever powers were in play last night for allowing me and my friends to get away from this experience witout any major injuries, and be alive.

now i guess i just have to wait for the police to deal with me, probabally have my lisence suspended for no less than a year, and the rest of post accidental procedures to be taken care of.